A Place To Stay in Singapore

Anyone could provide me some information regarding renting apartment/HDB flats in Singapore? Preferably near public transport i.e MRT station. Any names or tips would be greatly appreciated. :) Leave a comment or email me at syanaraqi@hotmail.com.

Fast and Furious: Tokyo Drift

Watch it if you're a car buff. Oh.. and u know how to drive. Last time when i watched Too Fast and Too Furious (2nd movie), everything was like a blur (most of the scene mmg blur ape..), nothing they do piqued any interest within me. So what if you can tumbled, screeched, burnt the tyres, exhaust sebesar peha lembu.. blahhh *yawnnnnn* and managed to escaped unscathed, make up unruined. *yawnnnnn* mase tu pk nk guna driver je...

Unlike now bile da tau nk appresiasi kenderaan dan seni memandu. i watched Tokyo Drift semlm w himself kt TGV, Tebrau City.. aiseh mannn.. baru faham the excitement that u feel Dadar. Baru aku paham 'drift' in race lingo tu ape. seblum ni cume tau drift into dreamland je... But still, the spoilers, or sport rims or huge exhaust or skirts (on the car eh... bukan on the ladies) or NOS engine or gleaming shiny cars still didn't managed to pikat me (though i winced everytime those lovely berkilat2 cars crashed onto something.. x sayang kereta ke wehhh). What attracted me the most is their driving skills!! waaaaaaaahhh... negotiating sharp bends by drifting alllll the wayy.. betul mcm synchronised swimming la..

*drool*

Epp.. buah hati ku sayang, keep your hands off the handbrake ok??

Why do we hurt the most.. the ones we love the most?

Yasmin's has precisely summarized the feelings I had everytime there's "a drama" or emotional rollercoasters going on.

My answer would be, the ones we love are the ones who is susceptible to our very beings - physically and emotionally. They have awareness towards our feelings, who could detect our emotions just by the look in our eyes, the quiver in our voice, the unspoken language of the body. Who knows the state of our minds, our well beings. These are the people who care to include us in their lives, know our worthiness and our parts in their life. Thus, any slight tumbles, hiccups, sneezes or falls (read:misunderstandings, miscommunications) .. would be noticed and affect them greatly.

In return, they wanted you to acknowledge them - giving care, concerns and respects. In a way, love is not very different from the way a business is being conducted - invest, and gain profit. You give and you take.

They wanted the best for you (and from you) , they have hopes on you. When there's a glitch, it could be catastrophic. IT IS A BIG DEAL. Because you have a role in their life. A big role. A big portion. And you have their heart (well.. close to their heart that is).

Just like a mother scolding her child for misbehaving. She's frustrated despites of nurturing the child with great TLC, the child somehow doesn't manage to behave appropriately. She is hurting as she has hope for the child - being the best mannered child of his/her peers. In the end, all is forgiven, the child learn the lesson, hope is re-instilled. Love? It will only get stronger.

Try to do the same towards other people - they wouldn't give even a second of their lives bothering about it. We would never lose some sleep pondering about what we did.. how or what went wrong. We simply don't care. Simply because, their lives and ours are not connected - by love.

And that's why we ended up hurting those we loved.

Marah kerana sayang.

Cemburu kerana sayang.

As Requested

7 stuff u want to know abt me(or maybe nt..wateva)
1. I still have another semester to finish my study.
2. I am still stuck in chapter 4 for my thesis.
3. My deadline is Mid July.
4. My supervisor is going to retire in August (after holidaying in London.. she yg g holiday not me!)
5. I haven't send even ONE application to any of the libraries for practical training. Im dead.
6. I'm scared and at the same time, im tired of all these.
7. I've done this survey before la Kat. heheh. but in an attempt to be a not-so-lousy friend, i'll do it once again. ;)

7 things that scare me
1. deadlines.
2. not being able to graduate end of this year.
3. accidents.
4. death of loved ones.
5. cicak which choose to perform a kamikaze act on me. tibe2 jatuh dari siling, land in front of me. mmg nk mampus.
6. dissapointment.
7. people losing hopes on me.

7 random music im listening to at the moment
1. Put your records on - Corrinne Bailey Ray
2. Hips Don't Lie (sesuai for my hips) - Shakira
3. Dream, Dream, Dream - Everly Brothers
4. Bad Day
5. whatever on mix.fm
6. or on sinar.fm
7. or on Gold90.5

7 things/persons i like/love most
1. the family has to be on this no. 1 spot.
2. himself. with all my heart.
3. eilda. she's my rock.
4. the ring he gave me.
5. savvy oh so lovely.
6. cats and tigers.
7. prison break. every monday, 1030pm, on 8tv.

7 things i say the most
1. sepok nanti
2. ussikk nanti
3. orait
4. kong asam
5. ape je
6. i know
7. marvellous

7 people you want to do this
1. Osama Laden
2. Bush
3. Dr M.
4. Wani
5. Ham
6. Eilda
7. Wentworth Miller.


SIAP!! Satu hutang dah dibayar! TUNAI

I Am a Lousy Friend.

Period. Tell me if you could find any of your friends lousier than me especially in 'keep in touch/contact' department.

I'll pay you a 100bucks. buckwheat that is. *see.. lousy am i?*

Why would, I, named as above, judge myself as a lousy friend? Here we go:

Point numero uno: Wanie emailed me on 8th of june. When did i read her mail? 2 days ago when all the berita isnt exciting anymore. Stale. Basi. Berkarat. That was on Friday, 23rd around 10pm. No point of replying as she'll only read it on the following monday. But i did draft a reply to her but stopped halfway as i decided - heck, let's blog about it.. Wani, hot news send to hotmail. hence the name. forwarded/chain mail leave it in yahoo (tell that to Ham).

p/s: Referring to your mail about that guy, dia pasang pancing with multiple mata kail. he's a slob n that makes him a loser. Whatever fish yg sangkut, he'll take it AND at the same time, still keep a lookout for a bigger better fish. one pancing, multiple kail. he's not a man or lelaki or a guy (let's reserved those for someone better.. like En. Ali Fauzi or Wentworth Miller.. or even better ur man or mine.. haha ) . he's a jantan.

pp/s: the aloe jelly is working fine. the whole house is using it. Did try to put some on Jac's cuts (fyi, die telah dicabul oleh seekor kucing jantan, in front of my own house. HOW DARE HE!). Anyway, i didnt use it much on my face as now im experimenting w Proactiv which costs me my 1 month allowance. In 2 months time, if i don't look either like britney or jessica, im going to send an application to extreme makeover.

Point numero duo: Kathy left a msg on my tagboard a week ago. on my blog. MY BLOG. i only realized it YESTERDAY. itu pun lepas Kat asked me to drop by her blog (oh btw, Bau Bau Bau is HILLARIOUS.. check out the vids in her blog ) So, at this point, i'm owing her a Meme/survey. hehe.

Point numero tres: I owe Yatie a girl's day out. She wants to go to S'pore. I haven't been able to fulfil it.

Point numero empato: It didnt make u feel any better when your bestfriend during primary school is ALWAYS be the one sms'ing u first.. rather than the other way round. ALWAYS.

Point numero five-o: I dread to go back to KL to rejoin Wani and Ham. The thought of it makes me seram sejuk. brrrr.. im sorry of leaving u girls in KL. im strugggling hereeeeeeeeeeeeee to write in proper technical/scientific language!! warghhh

Yours truly,
Ms Lousy

Bad Day

i feel so irritable today. irritable, impatience, intolerable.. every evil feelings are consuming me. and im this close (yes, do that thing with the finger n thumb) to lose my marbles.

with no apprent reason. and that makes me angrier. being angry and in a foul mood without knowing what causes the anger in the first place only makes me angrier.

so, i better shut up. Sit in the corner, and shut up. and don't talk to me. im in no mood to talk.

Bual Bual Selasa

am now in JB!.. been 3 days already. and having the time of my life.. but unfortunately, am down with the flu bug. iyee.. selsema dan sakit tekak. been srootsrettting all day long. tapi yg bestnye, sakit kt sini adelah org yg nk jaga kan? hehe..

drove down to JB w Baba and Adik on Sunday. Lepas gian bawak laju kt highway. hehe. but with Baba beside me, bawak sopan2 je.. kurang 110 je.. x leh lebih2.

Monday was spend unproductively.. biasa juga.. went to settle some things for mom, and accompanied her for an appointment with the chiropractor yg iras hans isaac. later in the evening, went to car acessories shops w Baba. he said he's bored n "nk relax2 la.. jom kite g kedai aksesori kereta" (who says men don't don retail therapy, my dad does). dan hasilnya, my savvy had a minor makeover. lurvee it

and today, accompanied Baba.. again to settle some things, then in the evening accompanied Nek Wan plak to see the chiropractor. Nek Wan ckp, doctor tu muke mcm Dj Dave mase muda2. hehehe. Nek Wan has been suffering from aching leg since december last year. Every morning, kaki nek wan msti bisa2.. n it's a torture for her just to get down from the bed. Every 3 days, she has to take painkillers or else the pain is unbearable. That's when Mak decided to introduce her to the same chiro that treated Mak's backpain some time ago (due to early symptoms of osteoporosis). And i've been treated by the chiro too before this.. for the cracking sounds my knees made. punye lah kuat, malu bile solat kt surau.. time rukuk or sujud sbb org msti terkejut nye "eh bunyi apa tu".. adeh.. sabar je lah.. nasib x gelak wehh.

Maka, sekian sahaja laporan hari cuti saya di JB. Khas utk tatapan teman seperjuangan (Wani dan Ham)

Minirant

I didn't go to any of the classes. Frust. A tad too late, the classes were full. Have to wait for next season..

*sigh*

It's getting lonelier in here. I want to go home. Home is JB.