Practicum

Im back in JB. and am having a mixed feelings. Shouldn't being in JB is the happiest? Well I have my reasons.

1. Happy. for being back in JB obviously. Drove down yesterday, accompanied by my bro and family. Let me tell you one thing, if it's not because of rising cost of petrol and toll, i would definitely drive the length of Malaysia, for the sake of relieving stress. But long distance driving is certainly not good for your back though. Oh.. and.. being the driver, seeing the passenger dozing off to lala land is certainly something to be envied about. Ahh.. see the different now? People actually trust me behind the wheel now, sebab tu mereka tidor. Maka dgn itu, saya pn membuat satu aksi (i.e membuka kasut while driving at 110km/h.. it's a shoe ok.. not sandals where u just could kuis2 with the other foot), the car did swerve a teeeeeeeeny bit to the left and woke EVERYONE up. haha. tulah.. tido x ajak orang lagi.. kan da kena.. hihi
2. Anxious. On the friday, i frantically tried to finish my writings. Alas, i could not. I've burnt midnite oil, scented oil, aromatherapy oil.. well into midnight. Dah seram2 sejuk fikir how am i going to submit it before i go back to JB. I thought 3 days would be enough to produce an 'intelligent' summary, conclusion and discussion. But i was wrong. So, on saturday morning instead of printing whatever i've finished, i spring cleaned the house.. thesis tu nanti later fikir camna. I think i am going to post it to Lemy and ask for his favour on this.
   
3. Nervous. It's my first day on attachment tomorrow! *big gulp* . Mmg masa undergad dulu pon pernah go for attachment/practical, but during that time, people won't expect much from you (dah namanye undergrad kn). Well, now it would be different as people's expectation is wayyy higher, and most postgraduates are professionals. The only thing i'm PRO at right now, is being a student. Yes, i am a professional student by now, without a salary.
4. Happy. I'm only 20minutes away from himself !!! (excluding traffic jam on the causeway).
5. Sad. I'm going to miss my weekly mobile entertainment unit aka nurin salma. No more 'winkle winkle little tarrr'. *sob sob*