hold ur head high
Thursday, June 30, 2005
2 more days. n im off to KL. it's a mixed feelings. i feel sad cos i hv to leave behind the comfort of my home, waking up late in the morning, barging in to the kitchen w food always prepared, talking to my cats, pestering my parents n kid sis n i wud definitely miss my oven n baking utensils. my food mixer. my sifter. my tefal grill pan.
n most of all, there wont be any weekend/weekday tryst. haha. sounds corny eh? okla.. one weekend/weekday where i cud hang out w my man. makansutra n window shop until we drop. well, only me drop. catch movies. i wud miss that definitely. seriously, sometimes i wish i dont hv to go back to KL. i just want to be here, in jb nearer to him...but the time will come ana. just be patience.
i was saying dat i hv a mixed feelings abt going back to kl. im glad dat sch reopens, i wud be bz agn. n finish my MLIS ASAP. hopefully by mid of nxt yr, im back in jb for good. no more commuting btwn KL-JB.
im definitely not going to rot there. it's going to be tough. esp w my friends already registered for diff subjects frm wat i want to take. most of the elective subjects we've taken during degree. am not going to waste my parents money re-taking those subjects. of course it cud helps esp in maintaining my current CGPA. still, i sought for new skills n new things to learn. which i hope wud help me in the future. esp with me wanting to settle down n work in jb. i hv to broaden my expertise, get my options much wider. susah dulu.. biar senang kemudian. i just don want to repeat the same mistake. nk cpt2, but end up feel doubtful over the decision made.
wat concerns me is if im going to take diff subjects frm them, i might face some transportational prob. the faculty is quite far frm the library (20mins walk) n the roads aren't well lighted. even when we walked in groups it cud be quite eerie.
mebe it's time for me to hv a more serious approach to my studies n not being as laidback as before. it was my dream to study overseas, be on my own. it nearly came true though but bukan my rezki yet. hey, i cud just imagine dat im overseas, work my way on my own. hehe. if its the only way to pull me through.. y not eh? a little imagination wont do harm for u.
good luck for me! n wipe those tears from ur eyes. relax la babe.. cam x biase je g KL.
n most of all, there wont be any weekend/weekday tryst. haha. sounds corny eh? okla.. one weekend/weekday where i cud hang out w my man. makansutra n window shop until we drop. well, only me drop. catch movies. i wud miss that definitely. seriously, sometimes i wish i dont hv to go back to KL. i just want to be here, in jb nearer to him...but the time will come ana. just be patience.
i was saying dat i hv a mixed feelings abt going back to kl. im glad dat sch reopens, i wud be bz agn. n finish my MLIS ASAP. hopefully by mid of nxt yr, im back in jb for good. no more commuting btwn KL-JB.
im definitely not going to rot there. it's going to be tough. esp w my friends already registered for diff subjects frm wat i want to take. most of the elective subjects we've taken during degree. am not going to waste my parents money re-taking those subjects. of course it cud helps esp in maintaining my current CGPA. still, i sought for new skills n new things to learn. which i hope wud help me in the future. esp with me wanting to settle down n work in jb. i hv to broaden my expertise, get my options much wider. susah dulu.. biar senang kemudian. i just don want to repeat the same mistake. nk cpt2, but end up feel doubtful over the decision made.
wat concerns me is if im going to take diff subjects frm them, i might face some transportational prob. the faculty is quite far frm the library (20mins walk) n the roads aren't well lighted. even when we walked in groups it cud be quite eerie.
mebe it's time for me to hv a more serious approach to my studies n not being as laidback as before. it was my dream to study overseas, be on my own. it nearly came true though but bukan my rezki yet. hey, i cud just imagine dat im overseas, work my way on my own. hehe. if its the only way to pull me through.. y not eh? a little imagination wont do harm for u.
good luck for me! n wipe those tears from ur eyes. relax la babe.. cam x biase je g KL.
Cik Ana at 12:29 am
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